Have you ever wondered why God, through His Holy Spirit, was bringing to your mind specific Bible verses or passages of Scripture? This usually happens to me while I’m going through some sort of ordeal and I am reminded of people in the Bible who have faced similar circumstances, and then I find comfort in those verses.
Other times, which I’ve noticed this week, God sends me to sections of Scripture to prepare me for something. This has been happening with Psalm 23 and a book I’m reading called A Shepherd Looks at Psalm 23. It’s a fascinating book that vividly portrays the life of a shepherd in protecting, caring for and loving his sheep, and relates how this is our God, the God of the Bible. “The Lord is my Shepherd.”
The author, a former shepherd himself, describes wonderfully how Christians can rest in their Lord and Savior knowing He is ultimately in control and genuinely cares for the well-being of His children. As a person prone to anxiety, this is the most peaceful thought for me.
However, I didn’t realize until a day ago how important it would be for me to grasp these truths about my Heavenly Father. Through a phone call early Friday morning, I learned that my part-time at-home freelance writing job would take a hit. Cutbacks are expected at this certain publication and I would be restricted to the amount of stories I can write, therefore restricting the amount of money I can earn. Not good news in a lagging economy with high gas and food prices (although I was quite excited to pay $3.69 per gallon for gas – in Texas.)
After I hung up the phone, I expected to go into panic mode but didn’t. It could have something to do with the fact that I was hanging out with my son and didn’t want him to see an emotional response to a situation that God had allowed to come into my life. But more than that, I realized that I had taken to heart (and mind) what God had been teaching me about Himself through Psalm 23.
The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not be in want.
God is all I need. Everything else is just well everything else. The Lord is my Shepherd – He is guiding me, caring for me, providing for me. I need not worry about a change in income or work because God is in control. What else was fascinating to me was my next thought – God knew long before I found out about this cutback that there would be a bit of a drought. He knew! So, how would I respond?
Blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD and whose trust is the LORD. For he will be like a tree planted by the water that extends its roots by a stream and will not fear when the heat comes; But its leaves will be green and it will not be anxious in a year of drought nor cease to yield fruit. Jeremiah 17:7-8
Amazingly, God brought these verses into my life through a devotional. And I had these verses written on a note card stuck to my fridge. Trust. Would I choose to trust God in this circumstance knowing that He had allowed it, knowing that He is MY Shepherd? Could I possibly be that tree described in Jeremiah that does not fear when the heat comes, that will not be anxious in a year of drought?
The easy answer is yes; but as I stated before I am a person prone to worry. Could I relinquish my anxiety and worry, and truly allow God to do what He does best? Provide for me through fire and drought? For what purpose does worrying have? None, according to Corrie Ten Boom:
Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow; it empties today of its strength.
So, unbeknown to me, God had been preparing me through His word and specific Scriptures, for a trial to come. He allowed me to meditate upon His word and come to know better His characteristics so I could put into practice what I learned. This is a situation, no matter how scary it may seem to decrease your income, that was only able to come to me by passing through the hands of my loving, Sovereign Heavenly Father. It almost seems funny to me that God would work in this way. Coincidence, no, because God is in control. There are no coincidences for the believer in Christ.
Does God have a sense of humor? My God does.