While recently reading The Pilgrim’s Progress again (since I didn’t get past the Slough of Despond the first time around), I read this bit of dialogue between the weary traveler, Christian, and a seemingly wise friend, Worldly Wiseman:
“This is a dangerous route,” Worldly Wiseman tells Christian, “You have already encountered the Slough of Despond; if you continue on this road, you will face weariness and pain, dragons and darkness, death and many other dangers.”
“But my burden is worse than any of the things you’ve mentioned,” insisted Christian.
“And how did you acquire your burden in the first place?” asks Worldly Wiseman.
“By reading this book,” Christian responds.
The book that Christian is referring to is the Bible, the book he is found reading at the beginning of The Pilgrim’s Progress. The book that tells him he is headed to a eternity of destruction if he is not saved. And how shall he be saved, he wonders? Upon meeting a friend named Evangelist, he learns of the Way of salvation and begins upon his journey.
In a sense, I, too, began upon a journey of faith after “acquiring” my burden of sin from reading “the book.” Growing up without a personal knowledge of Jesus Christ, God led me to read a Catholic Bible I had in my room when I was 22 years old. As I lived a life I felt had no purpose or specific direction (I was not, though, suicidal), the Bible would offer me some guidance, I figured. Rather, I met my Savior and learned of my need for Him after being shown by the Spirit that I was destined for an eternity of destruction due to my sinful ways. My burden of sin overtook me, as it did Christian. But praise be to God – He removed my burden through His grace, mercy and love. After that initial meeting, I began reading the Bible voraciously and God led me to a small Christian church where I was baptized into the faith.
It’s been almost 8 years since my conversion and through Scripture, God has shown me my life before and after Christ…
Before Christ, I knew God but did not honor Him as God or give thanks but became futile in my speculations and my foolish heart was darkened (Romans 1:21). I was cursed, for cursed is everyone who does not abide by all things written in the book of the law (Galatians 3:10). Like all sheep have gone astray, I had turned to my own way (Isaiah 53:6). For I knew my transgressions and my sin was ever before me, and against God only had I sinned and did what was evil in His sight (Psalm 51:3-4). For there is none righteous, not even one and all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:10, 23).
But God being rich in mercy and because of His great love for me made me alive together with Christ even while I was dead in my transgressions (Ephesians 2:4). God demonstrated His own love for me that while I was yet a sinner Christ died for me (Romans 5: 8). In my trouble, I cried to the Lord and He answered me (Psalm 120:1). I confessed my sin and He was faithful and righteous to forgive me and to cleanse me from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). I confessed with my mouth Jesus as Lord and believed in my heart that God raised Him from the dead and I was saved! (Romans 10:9)
For it was by grace I was saved through faith, which is the gift of God, not anything that was of myself so that I may not boast (Ephesians 2:8). Christ redeemed me from the curse of the Law having become a curse for me (Galatians 3:13). For while I was still helpless at the right time Christ died for me, the ungodly (Romans 5:6) and as far as the east is from the west God has removed my transgressions from me (Psalm 103:12). He has rescued me from the dominion of darkness and transferred me into the kingdom of His beloved Son in whom I have redemption, the forgiveness of sins (Colossians 1:13).
Therefore, I have been buried with Him through baptism into death, so that as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father so I too might walk in newness of life (Romans 6:4). I have been crucified with Christ and it is no longer I who live but Christ lives in me and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave Himself up for me (Galatians 2:20). I have been bought at a price and I must glorify God in my body (1 Corinthians 6:20). And if I am in Christ I am a new creature – the old things have passed away and new things have come (2 Corinthians 5:17).
The Spirit Himself testifies with my spirit that I am a child of God and if a child, an heir also, an heir of God and fellow heir of Christ (Romans 8:16-17). I am a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a person for God’s own possession so that I may proclaim the excellencies of Him who has called me out of darkness into His marvelous light (1 Peter 2:9). And if God is for me, who is against me? (Romans 8:31). For I am convinced that neither death nor life nor angels nor principalities nor things present nor things to come nor powers nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate me from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus my Lord (Romans 8:38-39).
